Hey there.....I know years have gone by and we haven't talked for a long time....
But I want to start off by saying thank you.... Thank you for making my senior years the best of my life!
I know that we've known each other since elementary school, but we were finally put in the same class in high school. It was weird that after elementary school we haven't talked to each other and then we met again in the same class.
It started with group projects and study sessions, but little by little I got to learn more about you. I learned that you like traditional Indonesian food, with super spicy sambal sauce. And you learned that I had a frequent sore throat, so you often forbade me eating fried foods.
You were always brave and the center of attention. I wished I were as courageous as you.
I also learned how much going into public medical school meant to you. The day you found out you didn't get in, you were really devastated. I really wanted to comfort you.....to tell you that it's okay to fail and there's much more things worth doing in life........ I should have done that.......
But I didn't have the courage, because I knew that you know how much I care about you....That you didn't want to hurt me and that you felt sorry to me...
It's okay, it isn't your fault. Looking back the those times, my life was meaningful. I was happy that I could spend my days with you...In that limited time, you taught me that life without love is empty....and just lonely.....
Thank you for the time we spent together...Thank you for being my motivation...And thank you for making my high school meaningful, my sweet crush.... I wish I could tell you that you were my sunshine, everything that I could wish for...
I will always pray for your happiness....and I hope that you will always find a reason to smile...
